Saturday, November 19, 2011

On the floor

I am supposed to be doing homework all day today.  Just now, I found that I lost the energy to even sit on a chair, so I went on the floor and sat there for a few minutes, and then proceeded to lie down in a fetal position.
It's my depression's way of saying, "have you forgotten about me?  I'll be with you for the rest of your life too, you know."  I know you're there, you don't need to grip at my throat and try to strangle me.  By the way, I know enough not to struggle against a tightening grip, it'll just make it tighter.  I'll wait, as calmly as I can, to let it pass.

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