Paige is gone

Today is the last day of my reduced dosage, and for the first time in a long time, I can say that "Paige is gone."  I know she'll come back and visit in the future, but for now, I'm feeling ok.

Although I can't say I'm feeling a lot better than I have felt in a long time.  I have been taking Vitamin B tablets for my anxiety per my therapist's suggestion, but they don't seem to do any good except turn my pee highlighter yellow.  I haven't experience any dramatic difference in my mood.

And now  a boring and possibly annoying-relatives-filled winter break is just round the corner, I don't know what to feel.  That's the stuff anxiety is made of.  

I am doing the one thing that I know that can possibly pick me up (dance class is on hiatus for three weeks): watch some Cesar on YouTube.